It’s been a while since I’ve been on here! Everything’s been going great, life’s great.
Time capsule.
It’s weird to look back on old blogs and read about old feelings and to see how things turned out. When I go through old blogs and see how worried I was about something, it takes me back to that exact day that I wrote everything down. It makes me relive it, and it’s so crazy to me when I actually snap out of it and brush all those anxieties to the side because it’s all done and over with. It makes me feel as if I just cheated life, as if I just had the opportunity to look into the future, even though it’s the complete opposite. I was just looking into the past, and comparing the present to my fears of what the “future” would be like. It makes me wish I had the opportunity to go back and tell the writer of that certain entry to not worry and that everything’ll be okay. And even though I don’t have the opportunity to do that, it lets me put things in perspective so that my fears now will look so small later on. It’s honestly an out of body experience whenever I read things from 2007 or 2008, I was so different back then and I might’ve been through some problems here and there, but I’m glad I went through them because I was able to grow up and change.
Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.
